17.01112-0900Years of repression

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@25.0728-0147.41 atx orig.

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Dear Marla,

Outwardly, I repressed my fetish most of my life.  

I have spent it trying to be what others expect of me --  my lovers, partners,  husbands. PARENTS and the rest of the world.

But inwardly she has a great capacity for daydream fantasy which has always served Thalia as she lived her fake, outward, vanilla life.

"But then, in an unexpected moment, when James and Lorraine tell her 'whatever floats your boat,' the dam holding back years of repressed emotions shatters, unleashing a torrent of feelings that surge forth like a powerful ocean."